I'm starting up my small business specializing in Gothic Lolita Accessories and eventually in Gothic Lolita and Elegant Gothic Aristocrat clothing. My first appearance will be at the Tokyo in Tulsa anime/game convention in Tulsa, Oklahoma. I'm really nervous and I hope it goes well!!

yay for lolita! ^-^

Hi! ^.^

i've just added an id. so yay for not knowing how to use any sort of photo-editing software. just the bare pic. it isn't too bad really.

anywho, so i'm finally changing my major to art. i've just accepted the inevitable.

yay art!

Okay. I've got some things to say.

1) I did that last blog out of pure spite. I was absolutely pissed off when I wrote it.

I shouldn't have done that. I've been thinking about it, and it's just not me. I'm not that mean. Or when I am I feel horrible. My exboyfriend is a great guy. I loved him. I really did, and I certainly don't regret dating him. I just grew away from the relationship. I was just mad about somethings he'd written when I wrote that entry. I was mad that he had been rude and cold to me when I saw him. I'd love to be friends, but I don't think he'd let me. It really makes me feel sick when I think how that phase of my life ended.

2) . . . .well. . . . 1 pretty much covered it.

I know like no one actually reads my blog, but still. . . I had to write it. It makes it more real.

So anyway, I just found out that my ex-boyfriend has been writing sad emo poetry about me on Myspace. Pathetic, yeah? So I went to check it out, got myself a Myspace and everything.

It made me so sad.

I mean if people are going to write poetry about me, I wish they'd at least write GOOD poetry, cause these "poems" really sucked. The meter was absolute shit (when he stuck to it), not to mention the horrible syntax and word usage to twist the poem into rhyming. God! And the grammer! Too terrible to speak of.

Srry for rant on sucky poetry.

Now, to the good part. I have the best boyfriend ever. Current one that is. We've been dating for almost six months, and I love him. Absolutely love him. It made me uber sad thirty minutes ago, 'cause I don't get to see him this weekend. He's got a lot of work and lives like. . .an hour and a half away. But I might get to spend two nights at his house next weekend if I play my cards right. . . ::crossesfingers::

Boo-boop-bee-doop-boop!

Hellloooo......

Nice to see you today. It's 1:06 in the morning. I'm having a wonderful day so far. Tomorrow. . . uhm. . . today. . . yeah, I have poetry class (does happy dance) and I think I might get my license. Finally. I've almost got enough money to get my car. Should have enough come Christmas.

Thomas got me Interview with a Vampire for my birthday. I'd not read any Anne Rice or vampire books previously, but I am absolutely adoring this one.

This weekend Thomas, Adam, Zach, and I are going to visit OSSM. Don't know quite how I feel about that. . . .

Yes, I know no one's gonna read this, but I'm bored and don't want to go to be.

Rain drops on roses and whiskers on kittens. . . .